A one-eighty

Trust abolished, no longer will i love anyone. Not even the one thing i would have given my life for, will i love. I am empty and useless. I want to die. I wished many things, i had many dreams. But now, out of spite i will not do them. I no longer trust something i can not connect to. I will only trust those who know me, who understand me and everything about me. The only person who can do all those things is, me. I hurt those who i love, way to much. ALL this progress and i am back to the beginning. And put there by someone who i thought i could love and trust. No longer. I am back, to where i was. To wanting to end all this here. I hurt those i love dearly, and that hurts me. So in turn i hate myself, and everyone around me. GO! Save yourself while you can, before my venom reaches you. Before i hurt you too.