A girl and her lover chp 3CRACK! My eyes were shocked open by the sound waves of another storm. The next thing my eyes registered was his face directly in mine, his body on top of mine. My heart was pumping like the wings of a hummingbird, my blood was rushing around my body so quickly i felt sick. Or was it that he was feeding off of my energy, my fear. His body was gracefully hanging above mine, it was so close to mine but we never touched. It was as if he were challenging me, challenging me to touch him. The way his head rested on the pillow behind mine. The way he tried to smell my neck. Trying to show some sort of affection and attention, it made me change my opinion of him. That he was a lost soul looking for love.
So i moved my head slightly to the left, so my hair and skull would gently brush up against him. But as soon as we made a physical connection he leaped up and screamed so loud, his pitch so high that blood was running out of my ears. His face contorted, it changed. His jaw became long, his mout
A girl and her lover chp 2The next day i woke up on top of my bed as if i had been gently placed there, my pillow was carefully placed under my head. I instantly rose out of bed and ran downstairs. I overheard mum talking about a storm, but no mention of a black out. So i casually added that there was a black out, however instead of confirming what i thought i knew she looked at me as if i were making things up. I tilted my head slightly to the side and told her that there was a black out, and ice had formed in my bedroom. This made my mother's eye open wide, she must have thought i was hallucinating. I ran hastily back to my bedroom where i thought ice would be, however the only evidence that was there was mold. Black, sickening mold on the ceiling. I laughed it off, i must have been dreaming.
But that night as i was getting dressed, i saw HIM again. That dark shadow in the reflection in my mirror, i couldn't move. I was stark naked, in front of HIM. A shiver had run down my spine making my body twitch and spa
A girl and her loverI still can remember when i first met HIM. HE, he... i'm sorry reader i'm getting a little distracted by a particular person. As i was saying i still rememb- he will just not QUIT! I will have to start from the beginning, and get out of his reach, somehow.
It was during a thunder storm, it was a Thursday. I was standing near my open window watching how the lightening struck the ground with such force. I was listening intensely to the sound of the thunder cracking in the open air, traveling miles around. It was beautiful a scene, a scene that seemed to have come straight from a movie. But there was a particular lightening strike, one that caused all the sequence of events to come after the lightening struck the ground. It was much larger then normal, it was more blue. It looked more electrified, turned out it was because when it reached its destination it caused a major blackout. However, at the same time of the blackout the clouds that covered the glowing moon seemed to disappear in an
A revelation!I have to type this down before the feeling goes, a revelation if you will. I'm feeling it, that craving, that longing that deep love for a person. It was just a shock to me, but its not going away the more i think about him the more i miss him, want him. This feeling, is how i know i'm truly in love. How i know that he is truly right for me, because he would make me feel this way. How he made her feel, its odd but thats what i have been looking for, i want him to know that i don't need to see him to know anymore. I'm more than certain he is the one, the only, the one i have been 'missing' for all these years. The one that i have been searching for my whole life, the more i think about him the more i feel it. How weird is this? I may be confusing you, for that i apologise reader. I'm not very good with emotions so feeling something like this is, unknown for me. I wish every could feel it, i'm glad that i got to, in this lifetime. And that i know he likes me back, the exact same way.
A dream of forbidden loveHow to describe them,
How to tell the world that they existed,
Even if they only existed in a dream,
A dream i once dedicated a poem to,
A dream that made me feel what deep, longing love was like,
I will never feel that type of love again,
It was forbidden,
Their love was forbidden,
She longed for him,
He felt none of that in return,
Least i didn't get to find out,
Before the father burned them alive inside his house.
One more stepEvery time i have feelings for a boy, i start to begin to fear that i may break that boy's heart. My track record so far isn't helping either, i know i feel differently for you but i've felt a lot of different things for a few different boys. I don't know what's love, what it exactly feels like. I know that i felt lust for one, and absolutely nothing for another. Maybe time will tell, maybe it will creep up on me. Maybe one day i'll figure it out, i hesitated saying 'i love you' because i wasn't sure if it was true. But when i start thinking about you, a smile appears on my face, i start to miss you. Before you i thought that i was afraid of commitment, not wanting to hear or talk about marriage, kids, our future lives together. With you i feel a little excited, like i have something to look forward to you. But you live so far away, i don't want what i'm feeling to go away. I don't want to lose it. For the first time i think i'm feeling true love, not just any love but true love. I fee
MonaI open my eyes slowly as the sun greets us with a warm, yellow welcome. At first this greeting is blinding but my electrifying, ice blue eyes quickly adjust. The first thing I see after the painful sun is her, Mona. Her long, flowing dark brown hair just past her shoulders conforming to her body, politely obeying. She sleeps with her knees bent up to her stomach and her arms wrapping tightly around a pillow, her face gently pressing into it, sweetly forcing it to comfort and surrender to the presence of her face. I notice that her lips seem to be smiling, as I do I ignore the smile that begins to appear on my face. Perhaps she is dreaming of someone that she loves, my smile begins to grow quicker and fuller. It has been a long time since I saw that exact same smile on her face; I wish it were always there instead of the tears that seem to be attracted to it. I slowly rise up and sit on the side of her bed, not realizing that I am staring in her direction. The bed sheets begin to move a
The RealisationMaybe i am a bitch,
Maybe i am a heartless, heartbreaking, ice cold bitch,
Or maybe, just maybe,
I came to my senses,
I knew how i felt,
Couldn't hide it under the carpet,
Couldn't ignore it,
It was staring me in the face with its loveless eyes,
It was turning cold,
It was disappearing before my eyes,
I watched as it evaporated into nothing,
Hardest part was realising,
Was just figuring it out,
Then having to tell him what i had just learnt,
What was not there for so many months,
Now i can be,
The pursuit Of Fullness Chp6However, I had left his side. It was in such a rage! Days had past and tension between me and the other girl was almost palpable, it had lead to an argument. Which I left, slightly defeated but mostly upset. But then Blero ran after to me, much to the dislike of Sarah. I decided from then on to give her a nickname, a name that would suit her so well it would be as if God himself had told me. Erida. Greek Goddess of Hate. Not much is known about her; all I know is that she must have been reincarnated into that body, her body. Not only that, she is manipulative and deceitful. However she is more stunning then me or any other girl I have seen. I can see why Blero keeps her at his side, but in doing that he has cast me out.
"Ruth! Wait! She didn't mean that!" I sharply turned to face him
"Oh, what? That the only reason you have kept me is because I am somehow special? Because you sense that I am different and you want to see if you can use it to your advantage! Oh no, she tells everyone th