Goldie that never wasSometimes i am walking down a street and i get a whiff, a whiff of the hay that you used to eat. I get a whiff of the memory, a whiff of your existence. I get up and move on, i used to know you. But now you are just a shadow, a shadow of what i remember. I used to love the feel of your coat, now i can hardly remember what it was like. I remember the love i had, the dedication and time i put into you. Only to have it ruined by some other girl who got off on making you buck. But after a while you seem to know who was riding you. That i tried to slow you down, i tried and failed. To make matters worse, i got an ego. A big ego, an ego that ultimately separated us. I am sorry, i hope you forgive me where ever you are. I remember your whiny when you saw me. We loved each other and you were a beautiful animal, you were my favorite. You also were the 'toughest' horse. But i knew you were gentle, you were cunning but gentle. The others were scared, but i wasn't. I knew you, i knew what you were
When i look backWhen i look back, back at us.
I see you and me wrestling.
I see me in love and you in lust.
You've never liked me, you were never in love.
It was my heart that was beating faster, it seemed to slow yours down.
You wanted to fool around,
I just wanted your love, the love that was never shown, the love i have never known.
As i look back, back at us
I see us wrestling.
Wrestling with the idea of us.