A one-eightyTrust abolished, no longer will i love anyone. Not even the one thing i would have given my life for, will i love. I am empty and useless. I want to die. I wished many things, i had many dreams. But now, out of spite i will not do them. I no longer trust something i can not connect to. I will only trust those who know me, who understand me and everything about me. The only person who can do all those things is, me. I hurt those who i love, way to much. ALL this progress and i am back to the beginning. And put there by someone who i thought i could love and trust. No longer. I am back, to where i was. To wanting to end all this here. I hurt those i love dearly, and that hurts me. So in turn i hate myself, and everyone around me. GO! Save yourself while you can, before my venom reaches you. Before i hurt you too.
NothingThe key to nothingness is to not see, feel or hear. To not be understood, not be thought of, to be forgotten. Noting is an empty abyss, where something voyages to nothing. A journey none the less, but a journey is all it ever is. maybe not even that.Something can turn into nothing quicker than the speed of sound, maybe quicker than the speed of light. Or possibly that little bit slower. Where you lose sight, you lose sound, you lose it all.But can nothing turn into something? Of course it can, it can go back and forth like the tide, like a wave. All it takes is someone or something to notice. Whether by sight, sound or any of the other senses. It takes one person. just one.An example is love. One notices the other, intoxicated with the sight, smell and touch of the other. Nothing can be turned into something. Though sometimes it takes longer, it may not happen straight away. May never happen at all.Some, look into it too much. They get lost in the senses, wanting too muc